7 Reflecting

 

Can you relate?

Reflection. That’s a popular word with educators. But what do we mean when we say that?

For the purposes of this book, we highlight two things:

  • Reflection is a way to make meaning from experience (processing)
  • Reflection is a way to improve your thinking and learning skills (metacognition)

Reflection as processing

You will have many deep experiences as an international student. Those experiences will come, and they will go. Of course, you can simply let them go and turn your attention to the next thing. That’s normal and human and often necessary. But you can also find ways, during, or with some distance from your experiences, to occasionally turn your thoughts back upon them, to savour them, make sense of them. It’s more than just remembering; it’s remembering with intention, a process that involves inquiring about what those past and ongoing experiences mean for you. It involves asking questions like: How did that experience shape who I am? What did I learn from that experience? What wisdom did I gain from that experience that I can now apply to new experiences? What kinds of impact did that experience have on my life?

“I think one thing that I have really been able to gain from this international experience is the fact that, ironically, it was only until I left my own country that I started to love it, that I started to, you know… to acknowledge my identity and to embrace my identity.” – Stephanie

And, taken one step further, an act of reflection like this can also involve making things – creating artifacts as expressions of that reflection. This takes the reflective act and makes it an artistic one, which, as any artist will tell you, can be profound. Writing, or journaling, is perhaps the most common form here, but any kind of creation will do. Acts of creation in the reflective process can focus the mind’s attention as it remembers an experience and makes meaning from it by giving it form. The students you met in the video clips throughout this e-book, are doing exactly that – reflecting upon their experiences as international students and making things to express that.

Listen to Michelle reflect on her experience so far


In the audio clip above, listen to Michelle reflect on the way she makes the most of the financial and emotional investment of being an international student. Listen and/or read the conversation below:

Vurjeet: Okay, and I guess our last chapter, Michelle, is reflecting. So now, you’ve reached a point where you’ve arrived, you’ve adjusted, you’ve done all those things. You’ve learned how to engage with the university, and you clearly have done an amazing job. But in hindsight, what are your thoughts on your experience as an international student? And is there anything that you wish you had known?

Michelle: I feel like in particularly Ontario, or Toronto itself, I think something that continuously bothers me is the financial aspect. And I know that for a lot of international students, if you’re, if you’re here, because you have a scholarship, or because you’re having financial aid, your financial pressure is going to be so much higher than people who are able, people who have families are able to financially support them. So… I don’t know, like, personally, because of the financial pressure, I constantly try to make the time here worthwhile. I don’t want to do – and this is what my parents told me – my time here is not just about studying. Your university experience is not supposed to be only academically. In order to truly make your financial investment worthwhile, you have engage yourself in different activities, you know? I hope you – I hope the moment you walk out of university, you are a different person than you are right now. That’s what I hope. I’m not going to be the same person as I am right now. And… but yeah.

Vurjeet: I love that. I think that’s such a good reflection. And that’s a broad one too. The idea that, you know, especially something – because international student fees are so much higher for a lot of students at different universities, there tends to be a lot of pressure, I’ve heard, you know, like a lot of pressure. I mean, like, think like domestic students struggle with it already, so I can’t even imagine what it is for international students! But knowing that, to grow from your experience, and to learn and mature is so much more than just the academic aspect of your student life. In fact, it seems, you said it perfectly, you know, like the financial aspect and the academic aspect is just one, one little element. And there’s so many other elements that you get to flourish and grow and you’re going to thrive and become the best version of you, and you’re going to constantly be learning how to be the best version of you. It seems. Yeah. That is a beautiful reflection. Okay, I think that is it.

Reflection as metacognition

Metacognition is just a fancy way of saying…thinking about one’s thinking… and this is a very effective form of learning. The Adjusting and Engaging chapters in this e-book are very much about metacognition. Strong students will do two things as they adjust and engage in their learning: 1. experiment with new approaches to studying and learning (think); 2. reflect on their experience with those new approaches to see if/how/when they work (think about thinking). Thinking back upon your learning – not just the content of your courses, but your experiences learning it, the approaches you took to learn it, the challenges you faced in learning it etc. – is a very effective way to strengthen your critical thinking skills and deepen your approach to study and learning – characteristics of lifelong learners.

Sherrie's map represents a non-linear journey from China to Canada; the map ends at her current question of whether she will return to China or stay in Canada.
Image 6.1: Sherrie’s map tells her story of the ongoing choices and considerations she has made on her learning journey. Since arriving in Canada, her career and study plans have shifted and become increasingly complex, influenced by her family, her expanding interests, and people who gave her advice along the way. Even as she pursues her Master’s in Education, she is wondering what’s next and where she will end up.

“All these places I’ve been are small homes now, and it makes me really feel like the world is more interconnected than just the place where I grew up and I feel like travel really does that to you.” – Joe

Ways to reflect

For any of you interested in engaging in good reflective process, here are some suggestions:

Reflect on things as you do them

This is a kind of reflection in action or having a conversation with the situation (See Donald Schon[1] if you’re interested in a much deeper dive into these ideas). Simply, try to be aware of your experience as a student as its happening and see if it leads to insight, a new perspective, or a way to solve a problem. Being a student is like having a profession and it’s a thing you can get better at through this process.

Reflect on things after you do them

Make time to just think, to remember with intention. It’s amazing how little time we tend to devote to this most important activity of learning. And you can do it anywhere, on your walk, in the car, public transit, while cooking, doing your laundry. Think back on your student experiences with the intention of learning something from those experiences than you can bring to the new ones.

“My coping strategy is just give it a try – you will know what you like, or what you won’t like in your journey.” – Sherrie, one of our storytellers and co-facilitators

Talk about things

With friends, family, peers, teachers. Talking is a superb form of reflection and learning. By articulating your thoughts out loud, you deepen your understanding, generate new insights, get feedback, and reveal where your gaps are. It can be a powerful way to gain insight and deepen your understanding of a topic – hallmarks of good learning. Teaching, or pretending to teach to others – sometimes called the protégé effect – can be one of the most effective forms of learning.

“It makes me think of my family and that there are some people who are thinking about me, makes me happy.” – Ishita

Join things

Seek out those opportunities which will very likely be available to you from your campus programs and peer communities – learning programs, mentorship opportunities, student groups, etc. This form of student engagement can foster all kinds of social and intellectual connections and opportunities for reflection. Don’t feel pressure to join things out of a sense of obligation – there is plenty to keep you busy in your classes and personal life. But be aware of what’s available – you might find something that really enriches your experience.

Make things

Write journals, paint pictures, draw doodles, play music – also excellent forms of reflection. You don’t have to be “an artist” to do this. It’s the process of making that matters, not the thing that is made. And, in the end, you will have a rich record of your student experiences to look back upon someday.

“The frame of reference through which one peers at the world shapes what one learns from that world.” [2]

“When I first came here as a newcomer, my friends, they were all very supportive very friendly, very welcoming whenever like I had issues I could actually talk to them in full confidence, and tell them like, “I have issues with my immigration stuff, I have issues with my family.” I can tell them all this, but they can’t really offer much constructive advice on like “Oh, this is what you should do”, because as much as they’re good intentioned, they haven’t had that experience to speak to you or give you useful advice on “This is what you should do.” So I think that’s one of the reasons why it’s important to have a [international student] community…. Just knowing that they’re there, they’re out there, they’re going through the same thing as I do – that’s already enough. – Stephanie

Give it a try

It can be hard to incorporate reflective practice into one’s life. Life goes fast and days are busy. Who has time to reflect? You might ask. So, don’t think of it as yet another burden a thing on your to-do list. Just find some easy ways to build some reflection into daily life – while you’re doing other things.

For example: choose a chapter from this book, any chapter. Next time you’re on the bus, or waiting for your laundry, or on hold at the bank, take a piece of paper and a pen, and draw a quick doodle that captures the most relevant part of that chapter for you. It doesn’t matter what it looks like – only you will see it. And you can toss it in the trash can after if you want.

Concluding advice

So, now what? Hopefully, by now, you have come to see this e-book, not as a “read-once-only” document, but as a resource that you can come back to again and again. It’s not a single-use recipe for success, but a guidebook that you can interact with as various things become relevant for you. It is full of useful information that can help you make informed choices along the way, manage some of the challenges of becoming an engaged student in a new place, and benefit from the experiences of other students who are undergoing similar things. It doesn’t include everything, of course, but it’s a start.

So, our last piece of advice is to find some way to keep this e-book handy for yourself, make it useful in an ongoing way as you have your various experiences as an international student. And, in some way that works for you, find opportunities to reflect on those experiences to deepen what you learn from them. If nothing else, watch the videos and listen to the audio of your fellow students here again and again. They are unscripted, honest reflections, full of raw insight and wisdom. They are your peers, they know something of what you’re going through, and they genuinely hope their thoughts will be helpful to you. Let them be an inspiration to you and remind you that there will be a lot of joy among the challenges and that the life experience you bring to your campus will make it a much more interesting and enriching place.

 


  1. Schon, D. (1992). The Theory of Inquiry: Dewey's Legacy to Education. Curriculum Inquiry, 22(2), pp. 119-139.
  2. Eisner, E. & Barone, T. (2012). Arts based research. SAGE Publications.
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