Reflection: Entry to Nursing
Entering a nursing program has been an emotional rollercoaster and one of the most significant achievements in my life to date. From the moment I got accepted, I felt a mix of excitement and fear. This is the program I’ve wanted to be a part of for a while now, so the thought of really starting felt unreal. At the same time, I was concerned about how I would manage the schoolwork, meet new people, and fit in with my classmates. The first few days were challenging as I struggled to adjust to a new schedule and environment.Making friends was one of the biggest challenges at the start. I get really shy when meeting new people so introducing myself to strangers made me nervous and a bit self-conscious. Everyone else seemed to know someone or belong to a group, and I was afraid about being left out. Over time, though, I realized that many of my classmates were just as nervous as I was, and once I started opening up, I found people who shared similar goals and experiences. It’s reassuring to be around people who understand the program’s challenges because we’re all going through it together. The workload, however, hit me like a speeding truck. I had always considered myself a good student, but the amount of reading, assignments, and studying was on a completely different level. It seemed like no matter how hard I worked, there was always something else to do. There were moments when I wondered if I could keep up or if I was even supposed to be in the program, But then I remembered why I wanted to be a nurse in the first place: to help people, make a difference, and be a part of something worthwhile. That reminder kept me going during the bad times. In this view, caring is enacted by someone in a specific role (such as a health care worker) toward some other person with whom she/he has a special relationship (such as a patient) ( Pellegrino 1985). This quote reflects the core reason behind my journey in nursing, highlighting the meaningful relationships nurses build with their patients a concept that inspires me to continue pushing through challenges and work toward my goal I also have to make my parents proud because they have high expectations for me and they gave up alot to come here to give me and my brothers a bright future. “Nurses are expected to act out of obligation or duty of care, taking on caring more as an identity than as work.” (Reverby 1987). This quote aligns with the part of my reflection where I talked about my motivation to make my parents proud and fulfill your responsibilities. It emphasizes how caring in nursing goes beyond tasks it becomes a part of who you are, reflecting your personal drive and dedication to succeed.
Despite the nerves, struggles, and occasional doubts, I couldn’t ignore the excitement I felt about finally being here. This is the program I’ve been dreaming about since I first decided I wanted to be a nurse. Knowing that I’m on my way to reaching my goal makes me feel proud and motivated. Nothing worthwhile ever comes easy. Every small accomplishment, like as completing a difficult project or making a new friend, seems like a step closer to becoming the nurse I’ve always desired to be. This journey has just begun, and while I know there will be more challenges ahead, I’m ready to face them because I believe in where this path is taking me.